ok..its been a long time since anybody write this blog. i guess that this blog is left unsaid and nobody seems to care but its okay i m here to write this new enrty after a million years ago.
So about me..hows my life..
i guess that since school started i have not seen my friends much especially u all. Everybody have been so busy that there is no time for each other. Do not worry i am not blaming anybody..
:)..it is understood..for those who is clueless abt what i am doing now..ok..curently, i am starting first year in RP which is a blast already. I discover a lot things within these few months. I never thought that i could see these things happening in front of me..[if u want to know,just holla]...sO for the first few weeks, i was so much hate this freaking PBL system that my school is adopting..i don think that by doing this thing you are able to learn anything. You will just learn something that your friends teach and you might never know whether they are speaking the right thing..I just don agree to this but still have to do it..not only that, we also need to presentations which is such a killer to me..as u guys might know me, i am not that type of person who like to do presentations but what to do..=)..
but as time goes by, my confidence grow each day which is good..i am able to speak without having saliva in my mouth..lol..so thats one part..ok..now u know i like to talk abt boys right? so here it is..
ok..i have this guy in my class that i once was head over heels for him..i was so much into that i was always so scared to talk to him. I do not know why la..he just make me so speechless..anyways, everytime he is there in front of me, i will of course, look at him..what do u expect me to do right...but i hate to have this kind of infatuation feeling coz it pulls me down further than i thought...so i have decided to forget abt this whole especially that guy..he means nothing to me anymore..[what are strong words]...but i don really care now..coz i have to look forward and see what is prepared for me..if u see my personal on msn...this is so waht happening to me now...[you are so freaking in front of me and yet i am strong enough to stand before you]
so there u go..my story...i will continue some other time...
love..
-natasha-
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