this is what i think about myself that you guys seem to be clueless about..everytime that i look at people being happy and stuff, it makes me feel as if i am alone in this world..i always try my hardest to do anything that i can't even do..like being like my sister..i know that i should not be saying like this but it keeps coming to me and every single time my life kind of go bonkers..i always think that why should i have to suffer through all this..
do you know why i chose to be envy in the 6 deadly sins?
coz i am quite an enviuos person...
do you know why i always tend to keep quiet?
coz i dont have a life..
do you know why i don have a life?
coz i don know how to live a life..
do you know why i sound so depressed most of the time?
coz i just hate my life..
do you know why i dont have friends that are boys?
coz i am shy too speak or start a conversation..
do you know why am i feeling shitty all the time?
coz i always feel like shitting..
do you know why am i too shy to speak to people?
coz i have 'shy' hormones in my body
do you know why i hate SI?
coz that bloody Joakim is still in...
do you know why am i envious?
coz i don noe why...
To lala:
I think that you should treasure all the friendships that you have whom you think that meant something to you..no matter who they are..like (4t1 guy),we all know that he likes you and he wants to be your friend or something..accept his friendship and don let him down cause once you reject him, he will feel that you let him down..it will take time for you to accept him as a friend but once it is all said and done..you gonna lead a happy life..no matter what your decision is..we will always have your back...if he means something to you, tell him but dont make him thing that you love him or something later he will 'kembang', you know what i mean...so lala..its your choice..
Today's memories...
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