LALA
do u ppl believe in karma??? i have never believed in karma until some thoughts entered my mind..... well, maybe it is just fair...those who do bad stuff get bad stuff.... i have these thughts when i realised sumthing.........
for the past three years, i hv done quite bad stuff and be a little bit bitchy.. guys whom i had any close relationships with, i just kind of leave them hanging/reject them when it has been for quite too long and for some, i scold bad words(my ex..)this is just because i was not really commited...
suddenly i knew a guy..at first, i didn't let myself in....even though we made contact by sms and calls, but i was not really serious...jus doing it for my past time... now i realise it was more than that...but there's a 'controversi'. when i was with other guys like azri,"beruk",etc. , i dont feel the commitment or appreciative of their attention and just left them hanging and just stopped right there...e.g:dun sms..insted i gave reasons like,"i'm busy" and then our relationship got strained...
but,ever since the 4t1 guy got suspended and did not reply any of my msgs,i got worried realising that maybe now, its my turn.....its karma.....dont u guys think so?????aniwae, sooner or later he will have to go diff paths..tried telling myself,"he is just a little break" even though i knew he was the best guy i ever had....
well, just writing this cos i gotta get it off my chest...its bothering me =(
hope u girls(6DS) will always be there to understand cos i dun think my sis will understand if i tell her my probs.
and u guys pray that me and natasha will not have to drop a-math...
btw,its not fair... almost the whole paper was on differentation and integration...so that means i fail the 2 topics...he should hv given other topics tooo.....
hope u guys doing fine....and MR SALLY,now yur name is mentioned...
hehehe...ok gotte goo.... finally,fnn is going to be over soon...phew!!well, LALA SIGNING OUT!!
Today's memories...
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